johanna-madelyn-rose:

nicky-fortescue:

A bad baby.. *kisses her gently* You take as long as it takes and as long as you need… We should focus on Dani for now then, right?

And us, I miss you soo much. I feel like I haven’t seen you since we left school. 8cuddles into him*

And us. Of course. Baby I’ve missed you so much… It’s hurt me so much to be estranged from you… *rubs her back*

johanna-madelyn-rose:

nicky-fortescue:

I missed your unclouded blues Jo.. *cups her chin* That baby would’ve brought on terrible things, I’m sure of it… *sighs and holds her tightly to him* Can we have another? I love you too..

*frownss* I guess you’re right. but it was still a baby…*tilts her head up to kiss him as she nods* I’d like that, just…give me time to heal..

A bad baby.. *kisses her gently* You take as long as it takes and as long as you need… We should focus on Dani for now then, right?

johanna-madelyn-rose:

nicky-fortescue:

Can you see now? *smoothes her hair down and kisses her shoulder* Baby, I know you didnt want it to die but I think it’s for the best…

*nods* I haven’t been able to see your face for months…*sniffles and looks up into his eyes* I miss you. I know you think that but I will never be convinced. I was a baby, my baby…*shrugs her shoulders and leans back into him* I love you.

I missed your unclouded blues Jo.. *cups her chin* That baby would’ve brought on terrible things, I’m sure of it… *sighs and holds her tightly to him* Can we have another? I love you too..

johanna-madelyn-rose:

nicky-fortescue:

*holds her against his chest* Don’t cry Joe… Please don’t cry baby. Everything is going to be okay…

*sobs into his chest* Its gone…my baby is gone.*holds onto him and is sad but she’s acting more normal now* Nicky, its dead. *scoots right up against him and holds him even tighter*

Can you see now? *smoothes her hair down and kisses her shoulder* Baby, I know you didnt want it to die but I think it’s for the best…

johanna-madelyn-rose:

nicky-fortescue:

Okay baby.. *nods an strips then gets in with Herr*

*makes him wrap his arms around her and leans back against him and cries*

*holds her against his chest* Don’t cry Joe… Please don’t cry baby. Everything is going to be okay…

johanna-madelyn-rose:

nicky-fortescue:

All ready Jo. Do you want me to come in with you? *Helps her into that tub*

Please? I don’t want to be alone. I need you…*sits down and tugs on him*

Okay baby.. *nods an strips then gets in with Herr*

johanna-madelyn-rose:

nicky-fortescue:

Alright.. *helps her out then starts her a nice hot bath and starts helping her get undressed and such*

*holds onto him and shivers ecause she’s cold*

All ready Jo. Do you want me to come in with you? *Helps her into that tub*

johanna-madelyn-rose:

nicky-fortescue:

I know you didn’t. But there was nothing I could do, honestly Joey.

*nods and tries to stand up* I need a bath, I really hot one…*frowns and wipes at her eyes*

Alright.. *helps her out then starts her a nice hot bath and starts helping her get undressed and such*

johanna-madelyn-rose:

nicky-fortescue:

I don’t know.. It must happened. We were standing in the hall and you passed out…

*starts crying and turns away from him* I didn’t want it to die…

I know you didn’t. But there was nothing I could do, honestly Joey.

johanna-madelyn-rose:

nicky-fortescue:

You had a miscarriage Jo… That baby is gone… I’m sorry…

*swallows hard and  tears up* W-why? 

I don’t know.. It must happened. We were standing in the hall and you passed out…